The Captain of Chi Lung - part Four
Please read Destiny:Prolouge on my account before trying to understand this story. Or read the Warriors Series by Erin Hunter. Either one!!!
Courtship and love. Sickness and hospitals. Waiting--learning perseverance and patience--crying--hoping.
My summer seems to have been a mishmash of those things.
You all know that last December, a wonderful young man named Justin asked permission to court me. Last spring, it seemed like we could be married by this time. We were specifically hoping for September or October. Once Justin graduated, there was the slight problem of waiting so jobs could open up in the weather service. But, we thought, it shouldn't be a problem, right?
Someday, mother, I'll go North
I'll get me a pair
Of snowshoes
And skis
And that's the last
You'll see of me
I'll tell you what I'll do
When I get there
('Course I'll get there)
Do you think I'll run
Under that chilly
Midnight Sun?
Or maybe I'll just
Dig a tunnel
To Timbuktu
Or build an icy igloo
Maybe I'll find me
An Eskimo baby
Or a sled dog team
Perhaps I'll explore
And discover
A Northwest Pole
And be a Santa Claus
The length draws tightly to a close Light wakes slower from its doze Flights of clouds draw in closer North the air sails cold and bitter Yellow branches hang in array Blue brighter, clearer, and gay Pages opened upon laps of wonder Afternoon passes with growing slumber Warmth abundant, nightly chill Moisture in air, wind on hill Gaily, freely, children ran Under sunlight’s golden hands Goodbye to thee! Goodbye to thee! Dear and lovely summer!
(I'm in a Creative Writing class this semester, and it's allowing me more time to "fool around" with my writing while I'm at school, as well as challenging me to go deeper... Here's just a few random sketches from the writing journal I'm keeping.)
The sky was ominous, choked with angry clouds, dragging the evening into night with a heavy hand.
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I will be turning 16 in fives days time and I am beyond happy. I am so blessed to have gotten this far in life with only a broken arm and a few stitches along the way. I have a wonderful family who loves me, the best friends, and I am healthy enough to do daily activities such as running, reading, writing, learning, and laughing. I have learned so much this year and I am excited to start a new one.
Part Six: Irtyla
Irtyla had been a relatively peaceful area of late, when compared to the dwellings of the other races. Elves had been preparing at a frantic rate for battle, and the dwarves had already engaged in a small skirmish outside the Spotted Hills. Centaurs were being a bit secretive about what they were doing, but nobody doubted that it was something big.
This pain continues to tug at my heart.
It keeps tearing me apart.
Why can't I let go of something I can't have?
Why do I hold on to the rejection that cuts deep?
And act like all that I'm worth is cheap?
What keeps me from rebuking this pain?
I drag myself through another valley so low,
I give my heart its own blows.
I know God is there, so why do I hold on?
What makes me hold on to this sorrow,
When I know if I let go, a better day is tomorrow?