I don’t deserve this He already gave His life for mine He didn’t need to but He wanted to I refused to listen to Him when He told me clearly I ignored when He used Godly people in my life I made exuces about why I was out late again I argued when people tried to make me see I was going down the wrong road fast I didn’t deserve His love and mercy again I had no idea I needed it I believed my lies to others and myself But He is a loving and merciful Father He stepped in and sent me an angel I now see what I was about to do I don’t deserve His love after what I did do I didn’t know I was worth more than trash I had no idea that I should be treated with respect I thought good men were fictional Until my angel came in and refused to do and say what I was used to My Father and My Savior stepped in when I was almost gone They are merciful and have perfect timing, three more days and I would have lost all I had Already my angel is teaching me to rely on God and not him My angel says that he’s the lucky one Maybe we both are All I know is God is amazing and I’m not going back to that life again I like to be worth something more than a child’s toy to be tossed when broken But I don’t deserve forgiveness or love or mercy What an amazing Lord to give me what I don’t deserve many times over