I actually really enjoy this. Honestly, for me (I'm not sure if this is what you're talking about, but I'll put it here anyway ^^), it is so difficult to write about something other than myself, ha xDDD The stuff that's more important doesn't come to be as often. This is a great reminder to think outside the box, so to speak.

I’ve been meaning to comment, but didn’t feel like I was yet able to express my thoughts. I still don’t feel able, but I’m going to try. :)
I think this is a very accurate showing of your personality; the dying-to-tell-everything flanked by the please-don’t-draw-attention-to-me sort of feelings. I tend to mostly feel the first, but the second has become more prevalent since I’ve acquired anxiety. :P I love how you expressed this, especially the lines written in parentheses.
I’m not sure if I’ve expressed it well, or even understood your original meaning, but you really resonated with me personally, and it was neat to see some of my unexplainable feelings in print. So thank you for that. :)