Pretty, amazing, awesome
People have got to stop complimenting me
I’m not like those heroines who have a lot of gumption
If I am, why am I the only one who can’t see?

I have come to accept the simple truth
That I’m plain, never good enough, a horrible person
Just a lonely, untalented youth
As I grow, the pain only worsens

“Such a disappointment”, he said
Is this the cold, harsh reality?
Have I been fooling myself because I was afraid?
Will no one ever learn to love me?

What is love anyway, is it “being together”?
Perhaps it’s like the ocean of wonder above me
Even if it doesn’t always stay blue, even during cruel weather
I’ll always look up and smile crazily

Then I turn away and fall back down to Earth
Fall back into the same, ordinary human being
No home, no happiness, no safe berth
And all this while I’m screaming