Chance

You're killing me again
I've stared at that picture
An inappropriate amount of times
I dream about the moment when
I come alive
Under your eyes
Feel me out here
And not in a literal sense
I just want what any girl wants
And that's a chance

Stages

I think I think
I've thought too much
Turning everything over on my tongue
Until it tastes completely different
From what it should
You know
What I heard was that
I'm still one
When I thought maybe I'd fallen
At least some
It's just a gradual separation
Bound to happen with circumstance
And I feel in a rush
That this new stage
Has just begun
For us

Maddening

Sometimes it hurts in my throat
It hurts again today the most
And yesterday I suppose
You left and took you with you
From me
And it's not fair for you to continue being
Everybody else's friend
I said I wanted a concrete end
I said it was better left open
I said it was maddening how it turned around
How you crept away with scarcely a sound
And I said yeah it's best
But I wanted a round
Or to or three
To pound it out

Hopefully

I feel the anticipation course through me
Beaming through my computer screen
It fills like I'm there
It's all too real
It's exciting to know I could be