I liked a lot of parts of this! I'm just gonna point out a few ways that I think it could be improved:
You tended to be inconsistent with your capitalization. I'm sure it was partially because Word capitalizes things against your will (I run into that problem often). Just keep an eye on that and decide what you need to be capitalized and what kind of punctuation you want. In the second section, I would get rid of the commas completely. It isn't grammatically/syntactically correct to use commas unless you're using grammar the same way you would in a sentence. The best way to check for this is simply to read the poem as a sentence, like I've done below:

Words like rain drops flow, dropping upon your eager ears, truth finally becoming clear, and I admit, stumbling on these heavy secrets, secrets I've kept from my myself, that I will love but cannot be in love, for the sake of myself, and what I want over what could be just lust.

See how it just becomes a super run-on? You could either eliminate the commas and keep it as free verse, which would clean it up quite a bit, or you could try to re-word it to basically make it into a prosaic sentence that is broken by line.

Also:

I am kissed
By the sun
I am embraced
By the dark
I am appreciated,--This is a somewhat ambiguous compared to the action verbs that you used in the prior two lines as well as the one after this.
By the silence
I am serenaded
by the wind

This section:
And I am not loving
Upon you--I see that you were trying to parallel the moon glowing upon you, but it just doesn't work in this context, or at least not with these words.

effected--should be affected

Good job on this! I think by making some small changes you'll be able to make it a lot stronger. I hope my comments don't seem harsh--I just think this has a lot of potential!! Good to see you posting again :)

Erin - Awesome, critiques taken to heart and work edited!!! Thank again, I love your edits, you're really really good at it!