All I see is darkness As I’m swimming in the waters I feel warmth and love I feel protected from above   Sometimes I hear a voice The voice of a woman who has a choice To let me live- so I can see, breathe and taste Or make me die-which means I’d never get to Experience that place   I kick and tell my mama That I’d like to come out alive I find it strange And sort of odd That I’m fighting for my life   Now I hear my mama’s voice It sounds like she’s made the fatal choice I will not pass out to see the light They think I have no voice   So my dreams of living slip away As the life fades out of me Now I am journeying back again To the One who created me